Behold, o' pale child

I'm in love with my dope dealer
Stripped to my bones
My core belief is fear
Raw and crawling
Weak and weeping
Forlorn pin of light surrounded
Hiding in the afterbirth of love
Turn away my lover boy
Didn’t you check for hoofs, my lover boy

Hear me
You don’t want love, you want hostages
Children don’t know how to use venom
Play is practice for your first murder
I will blame you for what I have done
My lover boy turn away now
It's not like the movies
You’re just a stupid fucking junkie you lover boy
It's not like all those stupid fucking movies, yeah, you absorbed

Turn away now
And I'm sick of playing your role lover boy
Inhale
And maybe one day I will be your lover boy
And you can kill me