and you know what I know
why would you think to do this to me
a reason so simple
you could never dream the answer

if we're so different from ourselves
could I have seen this inner you
and touched its face for ever a brief moment
and standing back, now so detached from you
I realize why you didn't want me there

I would have killed if just this one time
time was on our side
and even when we walk away
you would have cared that I tried
and I had so much left to tell you
so many pieces left to place
but now the puzzle fell apart
to just the shadow of your face

I would have killed for the last chance
would have bled a thousand miles
through the thorns that line the path
just to kneel beside you as you were collapsing
and holding both hands
I could say I was still there
it's killing me
but I'm still here