This is not right

What is this trap
A place I don't know
Obedient
Why should I be?

Well, freedom is my right
But reality pulls me down

How does liberty taste?
The smell of freedom like a dream long long gone

I can't shake it free
Becomes a part of me
Useless, helpless, powerless

Where have you gone?
I'm lost in the dark

Swamp of a heart don't drag me down
Inflectious me, inflectious me

I am contamination contained

If I dive what will I be?
Can I fly light as white
Can I crash dead as red
I wonder?

No way can this be beauty

Salvation beauty
Universal beauty

If you think it's a joke and I'm a sucker!
Well, die you are fucker!

This is not light
The truth is not there, it must be
I'm losing out on what is there
What am I afraid of?

Where is my true-self?

I want to open my heart, break my chains
Where is my true-self?
I destroy my darkside to see my dawn

Salvation beauty
Universal beauty

From upon high, I can fly away
The ash of salvation

What so you see? Another side to this answer

Past my destiny, I look beyond

No way?