Maybe happiness is outta reach for me
Because I, I tend to complicate the simplest of things in my life
And I'm not here to give an explanation for my actions
'Cause I don't even have an explanation for my actions

I spend a lot of time pretending I don't see the things you see
I spend a lot of time pretending I don't mind if you will leave
I spend a lot of time, spend a lot of time

Am I just complicated, or am I living a lie
I've been gifted with creating things that people seem to like
But they don't know that I create the demons I will have to fight

I spend a lot of time pretending I don't see the things you see
I spend a lot of time pretending I don't mind if you will leave
I spend a lot of time, spend a lot of time

Am I just complicated, or am I living a lie
Am I just complicated, or am I losing my mind