Looking at the past
Searching for the answer
Trynna find a way
To do it again

So once in a while
I go back in time
Back to my old ways
And

Put myself in big trouble
Alone
No one
To blame
I put myself in big trouble
Alone
No one
To blame
For shit that I can’t afford to change
I'm sad that this is over
So today I will escape
And tomorrow I’ll clean up

I don’t wanna party
I don’t understand it
Used to be a one of a kind
This is strange

What if it is aging
What if I'm just fading
Always trynna go back
To shit that I can’t afford to change
I'm sad that this is over
So today I will escape
Tomorrow I’ll clean up

I put myself in big trouble
Alone
No one
To blame
Put myself in big trouble
Alone
No one
To blame
For shit that I can’t afford to change
I'm sad that this is over
So today I will escape
And tomorrow I’ll clean up