They say just be glad you're alive
But I'm too busy, being mad that I'll die
A job in itself to survive

They say don't be mad kid forgive
The fact you might live, just to outlive your friends
I signed on with selfish regret

When every day
And every night
Is filled with the buzz in the sky
When what has become of my life
Is just trying not to die

They say don't be mad kid you'll live
But the state you'll be in
Is anyone's guess
I signed on with fear in my chest

When every day
And every night
Is filled with the buzz in the sky
And what has become of my life
Is just trying not to die

There's some things that I never should have said
Lots of things that I never should have did
But I, I'm just trying to get by

Every day
And every night
Is filled with the buzz in the sky
And what has become of my life
Is just trying not to die