I would stab my eardrums
Just to not hear their laughing
Just to not hear their laugh
I would rip my eyes out
Just to not see their smiling
And this horrible life

In the end, I'll always be the lonely one
Watching from the dark

Seeing their smiling hurts more
Than the cut of a thousand knives
I would give my life
Just to dance on their lifeless bodies

In the end, I'll never know how it feels
To be alive

It hurts more
Than the cut of a thousand knives
It hurts more
Than the shot of a thousand guns