I'm suffering from depression
The anger turned within
What do I gain for all my pain
Perhaps I seat in heaven?

Don't do what you want
Do what you're though right
Your life is built
On paranoia and guilt
Don't forget
Your valium to night

The agony I must endure
My mind is painful and swells
The punishment for what
I've done
Is forever the paints of Hell
How come what is natural
Has to be a sin?
Why would God
Give me this urge

If I cannot give in?
They say don't give up
That Jesus loves me
But there are somethings
He doesn't forgive

And I am there far worthless
And I don't deserve to live
I went down into my dazement
Confused and depressed
Put Black Sabbath on
Razor blade on hand
A wilkenson I think
Ten slashes on each arm
My only wrong doing
Was being born human

And following my instincts
I never was happy
I never was save
So I shall be extinct
The last I am pure
Witness mysanguneous penance
I don't need anyone
My souls been set free
Death is total independence
Stand up straight

Stomach in
Shoulders back
Sound off

Angry neurotic catholics
It's a sin
Angry neurotic catholics
It's a sin