With God as witness
Thought I was in control
Head full of secrets
The more I hide the more they grow
Into a sickness
Now I'm a man about to crack
A million pieces
No way of turning back

I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in
Lately I'm feeling myself
Tired of waiting on everyone else
I don't want anyone's help
I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in

I beg forgiveness
I wasn't quite myself
None of your business
I never asked for anyone
To bear witness
The darkest corners of my mind
Came home for Christmas
But it was Valentines
I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in
Lately I'm feeling myself
Tired of waiting on everyone else
I don't want anyone's help
I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in

White noise, white house, white lies
White thinker friends
No chance
People in tents
Red door, my God
My heart beating out of my chest
For the people impressed
You don't know me
I'm a freak
I'm a dummy IT
'Cause I never drop out
My hair, my teeth, my feet
Never ever come clean
Half the price for a rebound

I'm ready to jump in
Lately I'm feeling myself
Tired of waiting on everyone else
Lately I'm feeling myself
Tired of waiting on everyone else