Light on
My face blurs in my eyes again
Black swan
What am I fighting to protect?

How do I see myself now?
Shed all of my skin
But I grasp onto
The beauty laid within
Pierce me with your pins
A physical sin

Light on
My face blurs in my eyes again
Black swan
What am I fighting to protect?

[I saw him in my dreams last night, exactly as I remembered
I was hoping it would happen
For my daydreams to carry on into the night
We were at a coffee shop of some sort, getting drinks, and we just talked
But every word brought us closer
Till our arms touched, followed by our hands
I wish I remembered every word we exchanged
I think we talked about tattoos, music, photography, I'm not sure
Even if this scene wasn't blurred by the fact it isn't real, if it was
I wouldn't be able to recollect much of what he'd say anyways
I just want to see his face, I want to paint the sky with it
So I can see the most beautiful thing when I wake
Before I go to sleep, I don't even know where to start]

If I could wake up in silence
My anger pulsing through
That I wasn't chosen to be
Someone the gods would cry to lose

Light on (blinding me)
My face blurs in my eyes again (from what I see)
Black swan (would I keep)
What am I fighting to protect? (Any piece of me?)
What am I fighting to protect? (Every piece of me?)