They look so sad, the appearances outside the window
They are appearances that look happy without disguises
The rain falls today just like that one night
In the mirror, I am laughing like this

I acted like I didnt know myself to her
I cant help my way of looking at her. Please understand
As I held a sad expression, even if I shed hidden tears
Your smile was so beautiful to me

I still (I try to make you smile)
love you (no matter how hard I try)
Because I cant forget you, I'd have to get gaunt for you
But I will still (so that I wont be shaken)
Have to let you go..
My sad love will continue.

I dont know why but I dont have any confidence
I think my heart will be caught
I try to hide it, but please understand when I keep sheding tears
I blame the tears to the cigarette smoke and I try to smile
But just like before, you are still by my side

I still (I try to make you smile)
love you (no matter how hard I try)
Because I cant forget you, I will probably cry
But those beautiful (so that I wont be shaken)
past days, I will grieve for them so much
Forever...