"My life might be a lot easier if I had made some different decisions along the way. However, my life also would probably also not be so enjoyable. Doing what you love often proves more difficult and time consuming than you could ever imagine. You become trapped by the very world you created. The only way to change your situation is to figure out methods in which to approach your goals in a more efficient and dedicated manner; thus trapping yourself even more with the hopes that you will eventually gain your freedom. Welcome to the continuing saga of my life of shit."

I willingly stepped into the quick sand
chose to suffocate myself with the plastic bag
now all I can do is slowly struggle
and hope I can pull myself free

I'm drowning, suffocating
I can feel myself dying
but as long as I can struggle
I will never cease trying

I got myself into this
now it's time to get out
yet if I attain safety
then why not success?