I think I'm going blind
Oh, I can see the signs
I feel it coming, I feel it coming

I hope you close my eyes
When I run out of time
Can't keep on running
I keep it coming

I wish to see this end
I played it out in my head
Catastrophically obsessed
It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest 'cause

I just see death in what is beautiful
And all the funerals (ah, ah ah)
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

Ignoring my prescription
I found my addiction
Now I'm not eating
And I'm not sleeping

My mind is playing fiction
A curse of my existence
Hyperfixation
No medication

Stops me from callin' this in
Light the candles on my bed
Bracing for the world to end
It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head 'cause

I just see death in what is beautiful
And all the funerals (ah, ah ah)
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

(I'm running, running, running, running from nothing)

I just see death in what is beautiful
And all the funerals (ah, ah ah)
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
(I'm running, running, running, running from nothing)

But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
(I'm running, running, running, running from nothing)
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual