Mm, mm, mm

Never get close when I want it
Every little spark has left me burned
Kinda wanna die when you get quiet
Maybe it's you I don't deserve

So at one point, I stopped callin'
In a few weeks, we'll stop talkin'
'Cause I'd rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it
Honestly, there's a part of me that's scared I'll never find it
So at one point, I stopped tryin'

Maybe I'm just a masochist (mm)
Maybe I'm scared that when we kiss
I won't live up to who you think I am
And I'll be let down again

So at one point, I stopped callin'
In a few weeks, we'll stop talkin'
'Cause I'd rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it
Honestly, there's a part of me that's scared I'll never find it
So at one point, I stopped tryin'

In my own body
I'm out to get me
No, you can't be what he wants
New York City
Was special (special) to me
But I don't get what I want

So at one point, I stopped callin'
In a few weeks, we'll stop talkin'
'Cause I'd rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it
Honestly, there's a part of me that's scared I'll never find it
So at one point, I stopped tryin'

Mm-mm, I stopped tryin'