i've gotta double down. even if i can't be proud.
at least i'm gonna try. even if i don't know why i'm alive. in here.
i've been so insincere yeah. disappeared.
i've been so insincere yeah. so insincere yeah.

i want someone to blame. cause i'm never gonna be the same.
i'll suffocate in shame. but we're only going down in flames.
i'm alive. in here.
i've been so insincere yeah. disappeared.
i've been so insincere yeah. so insincere yeah.
so insincere yeah. so insincere yeah.

sunshine burns above you. hate myself to love you.
hate myself to love you. yeah.
i've gotta double down. even I can't be proud.
at least i'm gonna try. even if i don't know why i'm alive. in here.
i've been so insincere yeah. disappeared.
i've been so insincere yeah. so insincere yeah.
so insincere yeah. so insincere yeah.