Deep inside my heart
There's an empty space
Full of memories
All around my head
There's a melody
With no harmonies
I just try to find the reason why
All that has to be
Will i ever ever know?-i pray

All the places where we used to go
Look like enemies
All the people that we used to know
Don't heal my desease
I just try to find the reason why
All that has to be
Will i ever ever know?

I see you dancing
In the rain of my twilight-dream
I hear you singing
Like an angel, who's all i need.
But when i realize the sorrow
In my reality
I know your not as close to me

I condemn the days, the last two years
I was not by your side
Can't forgive myself-indifference
Decided all my life.
If i had the chance to end the pain
And be your friend again,
I would do the best i can

I never felt this way,
Cause i was so sure, you will always stay
I never looked back
Cause i was just driving on my ego-track
You-gave me a sign
But i was too blind to make up my mind
Now-now that you're dead
Now i know what i had – oh no