Another Friday night wasted
Realizing that my life is a disgrace
You'll never change even if you wanted
You'll never account for anything
I swear that's all you'd say
I swear that's all you'd say

I tried so hard to pull myself together
And pick the pieces off of the ground
I never thought that a thousand miles away
I could ever feel the same, but I can and I will
I lie awake almost every night
It's like nothing has changed since Milwaukee
I'm so sick of this progression
I'm a walking contradiction

I tried so hard to pull myself together
And pick the pieces off of the ground
I never thought that a thousand miles away
I could ever feel the same, but I can and I will
And I will

I thought things would get better
But I shouldn't plan for anything but the worst
Since history likes to repeat itself
I always try so hard
But what does that actually mean?
Because everything stays the same
No matter how far away I stray from my friends
And my family from everything and everyone I love

I'm so alone
I'm so afraid of everything that could possibly go wrong

What the fuck am I doing here?
Am I doing with my life?
I can hardly stand it anymore
I can hardly stand it anymore

I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone