This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
And now I struggle just to breath
And this used to be my own safety
The sidewalks they're torn up
And the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

Cuz I can't relive
All of those nights when I was afraid
That I wouldn't ever be the same
And I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this!
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this now

Look at me
I'm a mess
A mess of everything
That I never wanted to be

I can't repeat, I can't relive

All of those nights when I was afraid
That I wouldn't ever be the same
And I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this, back to all this now

Nights when I was afraid
That I wouldn't ever be the same
And I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this, back to all this now!