been so long since I left home
walked out the door no regrets
drank a lot of whiskey drank a lot of wine
made a fool of myself some times I had no remorse
is this love that I feel
I turned my back on you

seasons have rolled and I'm gettin' cold
I'm tied of make believe I don't have any choice
my mind has tied and my heart it aches
I long to see your beautiful face I tear myself apart

is this love that I feel I walked out on you
yes is this love that I feel I adore you yes I do

I don't know how to handle this
I always seem to hesitate
we had a life back then and then I went and did
somethin' so damn stupid that I regret

yes this is love that I feel
I turned my back on you
yes this is love that I feel I adore you yes I do