Disorder and depression
inside my head
There is no steps
I can take
to feel better right away

All i see is black,
It makes me hopeless
I need to express
a strong reaction

no gain - only losses
confined with my thoughts
I can´t take it anymore
It´s time to put an end

Try to beat me easily
But just like steel
I wont crack
under this pressure

Intense pain - let me weak
Powerful drugs - try to seduce me
Like steel, i wont crack
Under this pressure (Like steel I won´t crack, under this pressure!)

I must reach for self control
To overcome my addictions
I must reach for self control
To let me immune to attack
I must reach for self control
To overcome my fears
I must reach for self control
And set myself free !