I never cried for forgiveness
I never cried to change it all
I never remember feeling anything
I never cried at all
I never thought about my innocence
I know exactly where it went
I had no choice but to leave it behind
I never stopped to look back
And I'm happy that I'm glad
I'm so sorry that you're sad
And they tell me it's not that bad
that I've lost all feeling.
And I'm happy that I'm here
so optimistic, so sincere
and it's a good thing that I'm so numb
otherwise i'd be no fun.
I always focused on the future
But I always wondered where you went
I always considered feeling sorry for myself
I figured someday this would end.
And I'm happy that I'm glad
I'm so sorry that you're sad
And they tell me it's not that bad
that I've lost all feeling.
And I'm happy that I'm here
so optimistic, so sincere
and it's a good thing that I'm so numb

otherwise these moonlit skies
would never find the right appeal
and the sun in my eyes
wouldn't shine bright enough to reveal...
That I'm happy that I'm glad
I'm so sorry that you're sad
And they tell me it's not that bad
that I've lost all feeling.
And I'm happy that I'm here
so optimistic, so sincere
and it's a good thing that I'm so numb
otherwise i'd be no fun.