I'm out here sipping from the bottle of a Molotov cocktail
I’m setting fire to my lungs
Catch a kiss with a cyanide under my tongue

And if it kill me, it'll kill me
So let it kill me but I'm never gonna live a lie, no
Let the willing go the willing
I got a taste for a life of dining alone

’Cause I'm not here again
Here again, I'm not here
No, I'm not here again
Not here anymore

I'm out here loading a gun
This lovesick hungry wild coyote, run, run, run
You thought the money would save you, one in the chamber
Blood in the water, my love

And if it kill me, it'll kill me
So let it kill me but I'm never gonna live a lie, no
Let the willing go the willing
Time to say goodbye, I'm dying alone

Because I’m not here
No, I’m not here
Because I'm not here
I’m not here
Because I'm not
Anymore

'Cause I'm not here again
No, I’m not