I'm holdin' on to

I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I'm stuck in my ways, I can't win my own game
If it's meant to be, then I throw it away, oh

I’ll hurt you for no reason
I won't call you back
And i’ll break you into pieces
So I don't get attached
Get so caught up in my feelings
Floating till we crash
And we're running out of gas
I was hopin' we could last, but

I start to fall, then I cave and I push you away
You could call it self-sabotage
I love to dig my own grave
Something wrong with my brain
You could call it self-sabotage

It's a self-fulfilling prophecy
I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
Shit's never going my way, now I'm drowning in blame
You could call it self-sabotage

I'm hard to love, this girl is a gun
I'm killing them softly, one by one
So fill up your lungs, yeah, you better run

I’ll hurt you for no reason
I won't call you back
And I’ll break you into pieces
So I don’t get attached
Get so caught up in my feelings
Floating till we crash
And we're running out of gas
I was hopin' we could last, but

I start to fall, then I cave and I push you away
You can call it self-sabotage
I love to dig my own grave
Something wrong with my brain
You could call it self-sabotage

It's a self-fulfilling prophecy
I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
Shit's never going my way, now I'm drowning in blame
You could call it self-sabotage

I’ll hurt you for no reason
I won't call you back
And I’ll break you into pieces
So I don’t get attached
Get so caught up in my feelings
Floating till we crash
And we're running out of gas
I was hopin' we could last, but

I start to fall, then I cave and I push you away
You can call it self-sabotage
I love to dig my own grave
Something wrong with my brain
You could call it self-sabotage

It's a self-fulfilling prophecy
I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
Shit's never going my way, now I'm drowning in blame
You could call it self-sabotage