You feel so close to me
I can’t let you go
Surreal
You hold my demons down I feel alone
Bur promises won't let me die
I wish I could erase my life
But I don’t care, can't find a way to hold me down
I'm watching as the stars align
In Kuiper will the world collide
You feel like a whisper in this crowd

I hope you understand that
Heaven feels like hell
And my thoughts aren't getting better
Through it all I wish you well
And I hope you keep my sweater
If my world could fall apart
And my thoughts were work of art
I won't show it to you ever
I won't ever show my heart

I hopе you understand that
Heaven feels likе hell
And my thoughts aren't getting better
Through it all I wish you well
And I hope you keep my sweater
If my world could fall apart
And my thoughts were work of art
I won't show it to you ever
I won't ever show my heart

Yes I said I'm starting again
I'm off the nicotine my thoughts and I becoming friends
Huh, will I get through till the end
Ignite my tendencies with kerosene don't need to pretend
I think I'm starting to sober up
I hate my past and I wanna cover up
I'm apathetic gotta love feeling numb
But maybe someday I can say

I hope you understand that
Heaven feels like hell
And my thoughts aren't getting better
Through it all I wish you well
And I hope you keep my sweater
If my world could fall apart
And my thoughts were work of art
I won't show it to you ever
I won't ever show my heart

I hope you understand that
Heaven feels like hell
And my thoughts aren't getting better
Through it all I wish you well
And I hope you keep my sweater
If my world could fall apart
And my thoughts were work of art
I won't show it to you ever
I won't ever show my heart