Searching
For reality to hold on to
Phobia
Detonation without cause
Terror
Out of traumatic reaction
Raging
Symptom of a shattered past

Restless soul on fire
Schizophrenic grace
Intense destructive energy
Infectious like the plague
Obsessive devastation
Possession of your brain
Suicidal subversive power
Constant crisis of disorder

Deeper
Neurotic conflict inside
Freezin
Cold excessive force
Empty
Personality's mutating
Slowly
Self destructive systematic

Damage of identity, derangement
Paranoid, depression
Past life trauma, tyrany
Emptiness is shining in your eyes