I learned to survive
Under the knife.
I learned to survive (without your kisses)
Under the knife (cut up to pieces).

And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Just another day caught up with me.
Wish I could escape reality
And drown in the beat drums I'm lost in.
Every day I'm waking to sobriety,
Nothing can erase this memory.
Wish that I could change reality
And drown in the beat drums I'm lost in.

Calling me out,
'Cuz I'm still in love (love human reactor).

I learned to survive (my heart's still beating)
Under the knife (and I'm not breathing).
Look in your eyes (so deceiving),
I'll keep alive (just give me a reason).

And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Just another day caught up with me.
Wish I could escape reality
And drown in the beat drums I'm lost in.
Every day I'm waking to sobriety,
Nothing can erase this memory.
Wish that I could change reality
And drown in the beat drums I'm lost in.

Calling me out,
'Cuz I'm still in love.
Calling me out,
'Cuz I'm still in love (love human reactor).

And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Wish I could escape reality.
And I'm waking up to sobriety,
Wish I could escape reality.