Part of me wants to chuck this shit in a garbage disposal
But the other part of me wants to hear
What you have to say
Because part of me wants to forgive you
And still love you
Ugh, fuck it I'ma play it

Yo, hey, I wrote you a fucking song
And I just wanna play it for you
Dude, get the fuck out
I'm tryna record this

When I fall in love
I fall apart
I know it's improbable
But I'm unstoppable
'Cause he doesn't know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I cannot stand

It's been so long
I'm a Rasputin doll
I thought for a while
Then turned to a pile
And you don't even know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I still can't stand

I fall for the wild and turn to a pile
And you don't even know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I still can't stand
So I fell in love
And I fell apart
He needed my heart
Until bruising and scarred
And I don't even know who I am
I've waited for too long, and I've turned to sand
So tell me is this what it's like to be
In love