Yeah, I can't move if I can't look straight ahead
If I make it to the kitchen
I can act like an asshole in front of my friends
Just go to bed
Staring at the ceiling while it's spinning
So I choke on my throw-up and rest
I can't recall how awful I've been
Well then, why should I care at all?

Talk in circles
Didn't hear a word you said
I'll find my jacket
One more shot straight to the head

Wake up on the carpet with a nosebleed
Nosebleed
A flooded bathroom, and the tune I'm singing
I'm so sorry

Chasing
Chasing
The only way I learned to cope with mistakes
Drinking more for each new one I've made
The bottle goes empty again
If I stop, I'll remember this all

Talk in circles
Didn't hear a word you said
I'll find my jacket
One more shot straight to the head

I feel disgusting
Something's off
Fallen out of place
I want to want nothing
To forget what I need to change

Keep it inside
Stay up all night
Keep it inside
Can't get better if I can't remember anything
Stay up all night
Why acknowledge what a terrible thing I've been?
Keep it inside
Can't get better if I can't remember anything
Stay up all night
Why acknowledge what a terrible thing I've been?