Here I am getting drunk all alone knowing I can't live in a battlefield
Cursing words at myself in the mirror, certain I don't see all the curb appeal
Turns out you hated me more than you knew
It took you so long you hated yourself too
I bet you're screaming on the long way home
It's gonna be so hard not loving you
And I hope you know I say the same thing too

And when I wake up I won't call your phone
I won't be fucked up and I'll leave you alone
This is the person I wish I could be
This is who I was before you met me
But you fucked me up and you broke me down
Into the little pieces that I just found
I'm trying to put me back together again
Trying to put me back together again

If you were anyone else I would hate you
But I can't believe you exist
Felt like we had the whole world on our shoulders
Not our fate in our fingertips
And man I don't think I can live like this

And when I wake up I won't call your phone
I won't be fucked up and I'll leave you alone
This is the person I wish I could be
This is who I was before you met me
But you fucked me up and you broke me down
Into the little pieces that I just found
I'm trying to put me back together again
Trying to put me back together again

I think I'll cry every night in the basement where we used to spend all our days
I'll leave the door a little cracked if you wanna come down and see my face

And when I wake up I won't call your phone
I won't be fucked up and I'll leave you alone
This is the person I wish I could be
This is who I was before you met me
But you fucked me up and you broke me down
Into the little pieces that I just found
I'm trying to put me back together again
Trying to put me back together again

And when I wake up I won't call your phone
I won't be fucked up and I'll leave you alone
This is the person I wish I could be
This is who I was before you met me
But you fucked me up and you broke me down
Into the little pieces that I just found
I'm trying to put me back together again
Trying to put me back together again