I told myself I shouldn't care
Care about what I do different
Yeah, I could improve if I could just
Find the motivation but get stuck
60-minute session blocks
Saying that I'm changing when I'm not
But I always mean well I really do!
Only have to justify the truth that I tell

I'll never change
I am the way I fluctuate
Never the same
Call it the way I cope
With how and where I go

I'm still a liar, I still deceive
The one I do it most, though, with is me
I quit the dark shit years ago
But I'm still addicted to the same ways I know

I'll never change
I am the way I fluctuate
Never the same
Call it the way I cope
With how and where I go

Countless hours spent in repetition
Weighing the pros and cons of my decisions
Countless hours spent on doing only what I want

My heart

I'll never change
But I accept my indecision

I'll never change
I am the way I fluctuate
Never the same
Call it the way I cope
With how and where I go

Can't sit still and never ever want to have to