Your love ain’t something that I'm used to I don’t see a lot
I remember days where I would chase it being who I'm not
Had to realize all that pain and envy left the bones to rot
Did anything to make You proud, maybe earn a spot
Lord teach me how to
Switch lanes and maintain my all in
Obtain and sustain my calling
It’s all grey with long days I'm yawning
Tryna figure out what it is that You’re wanting

I don’t think I fit the role
You’ll find someone better
Know my feelings take a toll
When You switch the weather
Knowing me I might just fold
When You bring the pressure
Needa find my soul and way back home
Nothing lasts forever

Not looking for a performer
You just want a son
Lovesick right down to my core but You my medicine
You heal me
Know the real me
It’s hard to fathom the love that You have for me
You laid down your life it was a tragedy
Now You reign on high seated in majesty
I'm struggling to shake the things that’s bad for me
Just short of full potential and it’s sad to see

But all the while You still call my chosen
You thaw me out I thought my heart was frozen
Don’t wanna talk and just go through the motions
I wanna measure up

I don’t think I fit the role
You’ll find someone better
Know my feelings take a toll
When You switch the weather
Knowing me I might just fold
When You bring the pressure
Needa find my soul and way back home
Nothing lasts forever