Sadistic infatuation
Too hard to resist temptation
It makes me feel alive
Without the pain I feel deprived

My flesh is weak
Cursing your name through my broken teeth
Everything that you stand for makes me sick to my stomach
I tilt my head back and swallow the vomit
Your pathetic lies shine through your eyes
Mesmerized like a piece of shit that attracts the flies

I let you in
You're so close I couldn't live without you
The pain is pure, the pain is true
You were always there even when the world turned it's back on me

Sadistic infatuation
Too hard to resist temptation
It makes me feel alive
Without the pain I feel deprived

It makes me feel alive
I can see my reflection in your watery eyes
I can see what I am by the way you agonize
I'll always be your piece of shit no matter how hard I fucking try

I will always be your piece of shit

I've been itching to let the animal out. Lose control
He's been watching through the eye holes of the portrait on the wall
I am him, he is me
Without each other what would I be?

Sadistic infatuation
Too hard to resist temptation
It makes me feel alive
Without the pain I feel deprived