And with the best of times
just comes more miserable days
let it decay my mind
leave me in a cloudy haze
I can't seem to fill
this void in me
so I'll just keep
avoiding reality
I cant seem to fill
this void in me
so ill just drown
in misery
I think, but don't fear
I act, but don't care
I think, but don't know
I act, but not for show

sometimes - I just - can't stand - to see or hear
spiral - downward - always - end up nowhere
I've let my mind decay
I won't see the glory days
I'll fall too soon (I'll fall too soon)
I know you feel it too