As the dark waters flow before me
Nothing but black depths
Holding onto the pieces I cannot erase
My vision of sin
Eyes roll back as my ending begins
Destined to die I was despised from seed
Branded into bone, everything bleeds
The ash flows on the winds of misery
Blacking out all hope of what could be
The hate consumes me and I'm dragged to hell
Forever, my future is bleak
My senses fading, my suffering is at the peak
I try to breathe in night but I only seeing red
Life is meaningless
Death is limitless
Push the barrel to my fucking head
I am the hammer, I am the nail
None of it matters I can't fucking feel at all
I am the hammer, I am the nail
None of it matters I can't fucking feel at all
Life is meaningless
Death is limitless
I've burnt the bridges
Push the barrel to my fucking head
Deep down in the mud I'm fucking worthless
Deep down in the mud my existence
Hatred seeping from my mortal flesh
Taking the last breath inside as I'm suffering
Black lotus
Rip it from my fucking lungs
As I fail to ascend into the light
Black lotus
Inverted flesh that shows no bounds
The thorns cut deep with intent
Injecting sin into my fucking crown