I’ve been living afraid
Will life ever give me the things that I want

Trying hard to shut down the pain
Not letting the demons inside come out to play
I’ve been losing those battles alone
And it’s crushing my bones

So I'm done with the lying today
Nothing will suffice I am not ok

Don’t I wanna?
I wanna don’t wanna

I’ve been dreaming away
The ghosts of the past and the death traps they set for me
Suddenly I feel the rage
Pulling the strings I lose all hope to stay
Selling my body and soul out to luck
Nah I don’t give a fuck
I am done I just forfeit this day
Nothing will suffice I am not ok

Don’t I wanna?
I wanna don’t wanna

Every day I keep fading away
Going through hell not able to switch off
Will I ever feel sane?
Am I done, am I done trying to fit in?

Seems like falling
Feel the breeze and enjoy it

Another day goes by
Glad it's over